As a survivor of abuse, painting is an excavation of everything I hid in my mind and body for survival during childhood. It is an act of reclaiming my voice, as well as my way of establishing agency over my own body and the messages told about it and its worth. Painting is also how I process and heal from trauma and understand its impact on my life as a woman and mother raising my own children. I examine pain and investigate it's impact within the body & psyche while also celebrating the resiliency, joy, and transformation that can occur in spite of it in my paintings. Because my work is rooted in and influenced by both abstract and figurative expression, I’m intrigued by our internal processes as we experience life as an Other, both individually and collectively. By focusing on the impact of trauma-inherited, personal and historical-my work exposes how trauma itself shapes, alters, and redefines our identity and self-narratives over the course of our lives. I rely on abstract, figurative forms and composition to communicate how the biological and emotional processes of adaptation, recovery, and transformation exist within us as we experience living.